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The Story Behind Opium
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1. Lose Everything
2. Open
It was a lifelong dream of mine to create a more mainstream
CD. I had written many songs in English about my experiences
in meditative life. Herb Graham Jr. and I met in August
2001 and spent about 4 months talking, playing CDs,
and discussing the intent of the project. As it turned
out, my knowledge of the music industry and today's
musical trends was limited. I had been listening almost
exclusively to world music (Bob Marley, Nusrat Ali Fateh
Khan, Bhai Chatter Singh, Jali Musa Jawara) and I had
little feel for current pop music. So, we started out
by listening to hundreds of contemporary CDs - Sade,
No Doubt, U2, PJ Harvey, Jill Scott, India Arie... Herb
and I needed a common ground on which to start.
I submitted 40 songs to Herb, and 1 was chosen. I submitted 5 songs,
2 were chosen. I submitted 3 more songs, all were rejected.
It was difficult for me to write about my experiences
in a way that "everyone" could understand.
I was talking about veils of illusion, layers of the
onion, missing the chance to evolve... all things which
were too obscure for a mainstream audience. "Can't
you just write about your life?" Herb asked. "The
people in it, the experiences you've had.. Write about
it from your perspective in a personal way." For
My Eyes Only was borne from that request. So was
Opium Den (a dreamy description of healing in
yoga class). Adding unpleasant experiences to my arsenal
(Leap of Faith, Whispered, Lose Everything) gave
me lots of uncharted territory to explore. I began to
find a voice in my writing.
The new instrumentation
was more of a challenge than I thought. The harmonium
was replaced by keyboards of all kinds. I had become
comfortable with the harmonium (harmonium good). Keyboards
reminded me of pianos (bad). I was asked to write on
guitar (long time no see). I wanted to play bass (not
a chance). I was comfortable with African and Indian
drums; but we were making a CD exclusively to drumkit.
Opium was as much a leap for me as it was for Herb. We were forced
to meet on a common ground, somewhere in between mainstream
and chanting. I lived a life of yoga and meditation.
Herb had strong roots in popular culture. I'm sure any
conversations overheard in the studio would have been
as entertaining or more entertaining than the music
itself. I learned a great deal watching Herb coach people
to extract just the right sounds and rhythms. He was
skilled, precise and wildly creative.
The musicians
I had used in the past were all world music or jazz
players, so I had to rely on Herb to bring in studio
talent. He brought in an amazing group of musicians
to play on the project - Dave Wilder on bass (Macy Gray),
Dave Levitta on guitar (Alanis Morrisette), Zac Rae
on keyboards/Wurlitzer/ Rhodes (Alanis Morrisette),
Jinsoo Lim on guitar (Macy Gray), Rodney Lee on keyboards,
and Rich Mangicaro on percussion. Dave Levitta, Zac
Rae and Jinsoo Lim created many new sounds by running
their instruments through distortion pedals and other
electronic devices.
The final
mixes were stored on CDs and sent to Seva
in Knoxville, TN, who mastered the project in Pro Tools
using Waves noise-dithering technology, fancy compressors,
and a really good set of ears.
I dedicated
the album to Shannon, a yoga student who was diagnosed
with inoperable cancer when I started this project.
Over the year and a half that I worked on it, she made
the transition from life to afterlife. She died the
day after I tracked the last "final vocal"
track, which happened to be Gone Again... sometimes
thru hard times and sometimes thru longing, love is
here, then it slips away, and then I'm gone again....
thanks and praises,
Wah!
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